I miss my mom. So much.
I know all of really done on my blog is complain about her. But that is what this blog is for. For me to vent.
I miss the good things about my mom. She would always come over when I was overwhelmed with Eric. She would help me clean. Bring me taco bell. We'd go shopping.
Sure, I have said bad things. But I needed to heal somehow.
If I could talk to her right now, I would tell her that I forgive her for everything. And I hope she forgives me for all I've done to her. Because I have been a terrible daughter sometimes.
You can't go around blaming others for everything in your life. I can't do that. I am 26 years old. I am who I am. I have been through what I have been through. I am terrific. I never leave the house without me.
I am blessed with all I have now. I am thankful for all I have now.
Mom, I miss you.