Being a mom is not easy. Going to college is not easy. Having a child with ADHD and a preschooler and a toddler is not easy. But I am doing it anyway.
I am loving school. My kids get more fun and cute every single day.
I think I am not splitting the seams with happiness because I do not know HOW to be happy. My life was always chaotic and crazy. Now I find things to be unhappy about. When I should just look around and grin.
And I have so much to grin about. Eric fixing his sister's hair. Gamma's smile in the morning. Lily telling me how much she loves me. Husband's warm arms. My nice warm house. My car. My bathtub. Zombie TV shows. Scented Yarn. Friends. Rain. Trees. Air. Chocolate. Sweaters.
Yeah, I am one lucky beeyatch.