Today you turn 26 years old. You will not feel or look any older. But the first quarter of your life is over. You will wake up and realize how blessed you are. Really freaking blessed. And you will stop whining about how everything sucks. Sometimes, things suck for everyone. You get to have an awesome life and you need to start being thankful for it, damn you.
Tonight you will go out with your husband and you WILL have a good time. Unlike the five previous birthdays you have celebrated with Husbandface. You WILL NOT come home early. You will drink and eat and laugh and love.
You will hug your youngest babies and miss your oldest baby all day. The house is being cleaning right now. By someone who is not you.
I love you.