Saturday, February 06, 2010


Sometimes I'm selfish. Instead of cleaning, during naptime I play videogames. Or I read. Or I waste time on facebook.

But why do I feel guilty? After giving up all my dreams and aspirations to be a housewife. I deserve an hour to do something selfish.

I can say that all I want, but I will still feel guilty. I will still be thinking about the dishes in the sink while I shoot bad guys to save the human race.

My cousin asked me the other day, "What about all your dreams?" What about them? I don't matter any more. My three littles are more important. I am their mother. This is the most important job I'll ever have.


Super Blogger Girl! said...

you can still have your dreams, they are just differn't and going to take way longer now.

Valeta said...

I feel like they aren't important.

Like I don't matter.