Sometimes I'm wrong. Sometimes I've had a miserable day and I wonder how I am going to get through bedtime. Sometimes I think I am all better and then I cry for an hour.
Then tonight I put Lily in the bathtub while Gamma was in his baby bathtub next to her. She looked over at him put her arms in the air and called out, "GAMMA!" He giggled his perfect chubby cheeked giggle. And the sadness, frustration and stress melted away. She said his name a few more times. He laughed some more.
After bath when it was Gamma's turn for lotion Lily toddled over and said, "Loshun! Help!" So I put some lotion on her little hand and she rubbed lotion on Gamma's belly.
I hugged my babies close and loved that moment. It made my day.