Since the majority of the videos are Lily's babyhood, it brought back so many feelings. I cried because I feel like I missed her whole first year. I am so glad I have those videos. I was so wrapped up in the darkness of Post Partum Depression, I didn't take the time to look at her and say, "you are my baby girl." Now I have a toddler. Who is beautiful and smart and funny.
And her nap is over so I have to go play with her. Hehe.